Issue 87

No Say Gay

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In my field journal about rocks for my seventh grade biology teacher, I write:

                         You  know   Georgia   peaches.    Plump  and juicy.   And   some 
                         more  hairy   than  others.   Well,  today,  I  went  peach  picking 
                         with  my  family.   We  got  some  really  nice ones.   I slice open 
                         one to  find a  dancing  worm. My  body  jerked, but I managed 
                         to   not   throw up.   That  one I  tossed  into  my  backyard.  The 
                         next   one   unveiled  perfect  glowing   insides.     Bright  yellow 
                         faded into pink and then a deep magenta emanating from the 
                         ovular heart.   Along  the  oval,  sits  proud  and  perky and dew-
                         glistening   lips.    As   if,   ready.   As   if,   waiting.   I   press    two 
                         fingers  to  soothe the pit  out.  Back  and forth, back and forth. 
                         In  rhythm,  its  ridges  clasp to my fingers. The peach has been 
                         undressed,  all  of its  body  ready  for  my  mouth.  This is how I 
                         eat a peach:  First, I kiss the top and bottom,  thanking its seed 
                         for   its   toils  in  the  soil.  Then,  I   lather   my  saliva   across  its 
                         scrubby  insides.   Finally,  my   teeth   penetrate  into   its   floral 
                         flesh.   My  mouth,  a  suction.  Its  juice  sliding  down  my  chin. 




Karen Zheng is a first-generation, queer, Chinese-American. Her poetry has been featured in Emerson Review, Sine Theta Magazine, Honey Literary, The Wave, and elsewhere. She is a Breadloaf Writers’ Conference Contributor in 2022 and a Roots. Wounds. Words Poetry Fellow in 2023. In her free time, she hosts the Mx. Asian American podcast and Tucked in Bed podcast. 

Karen with short black hair and glasses in front of a brick wall, wearing a black and white striped shirt
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