Issue 88

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it replies after I select the department
Asian Studies
in a dropdown tab, enter the experience
Filipino
into the university course search engine.
I make mediocre waves of it,

I know that single grains of rice
that settle far from their plated centre mass
get forgotten about, left unspooned, uncelebrated,
drowned by the end water of dishwashing so

I must tend to my wanting elsewhere.
Sift through childhood archives,
they hold the history of my body
with hands that the engine does not have.

Error
less,
how Grandma gathers
each collection of ground pork, whipped egg,
minced celery, carrot, onion

No
fading in her hands when
sunlight empties alongside the bowl
of meat mixture, millions of pieces
find their place atop

Sections
of lumpia wrapping, their sand complexions
eventually knowing to envelop themselves
around the naked meat, I’ve

Found
what I’m looking for
in the memory of a woman who’s
known what home looks like
for three generations.










Jeremy Chu is a Filipino-Chinese poet born and raised on the unceded Musqueam, Squamish and Tsleil-Waututh territories known as Vancouver, B.C., who now lives in a place facing an opposite ocean. His writing appears in The Fourth River, Ricepaper, CV2, and more.




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