Issue 86

When I Get This Depressed I Am

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a canoe     no     I am on a canoe     
paddling in water     so deep
I lose my reflection     I am paddling
no     I quit paddling     I lay 

my paddle in the water     watch 
it float     like a flat canoe     I am 
surprised     not everything sinks     
I stand up     and the canoe shakes     

it would be     easy     to tip it either 
direction     either way is water     
I stand up     but can’t see     
the shore     any clearer     I take a step    

in the canoe     as the canoe shakes     
if I fall     when I fall     will I float




William Fargason is the author of Velvet (Northwestern University Press, 2024) and Love Song to the Demon-Possessed Pigs of Gadara (University of Iowa Press, 2020), winner of the 2019 Iowa Poetry Prize and the 2020 Florida Book Award in Poetry (Gold Medal). His poetry has appeared in Ploughshares, The Threepenny Review, Prairie Schooner, New England Review, The Cincinnati Review, Narrative, and elsewhere. His nonfiction has appeared in Brevity, The Offing, and elsewhere. He has an MFA in poetry from the University of Maryland and a PhD in poetry from Florida State University. He lives with himself in Towson, Maryland. 
Poet William Fargason in a blue button down shirt and eyeglasses.
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